Home for summer and as I think I’ve already mentioned, it’s going well. I’m restless, though — not necessarily for travel. I mean, okay, always for travel. But I’ve setteld into sort of a haphazard routine that is likely to fail me at any moment, so it’s sort of the best AND worst of both worlds. I don’t know what I’m talking about. The book Mom bought me has my thinking about a lot of things, and I can’t decide how I feel about any of it. Basically, it’s made me rethink some things about myself and my life, and I’m having a few regrets, I think. But I’m not sure I’m really having regrets, because I also have a hard time putting aside all my common sense and observations and personal experience and trusting some book that I actually disagree with on a number of accounts. It was certainly an interesting read, though.
Work is getting better; as of yesterday, I was ready to put my two weeks in. Thanks to rad co-workers, it’s going a little better, but I’m still getting tired of it. I think I can manage through the summer, but I’m not too hopeful that I’ll be sticking with Starbucks once I get back to Boston. We’ll see. We’ll see how next week’s morning shifts go, but they’re wearing my out SO much more than night shifts do. I basically just don’t sleep anymore at night because I can’t fall asleep knowing I have to get up at 4am, which means all I want to do after I get off work is sleep. I’m going to work harder this week at seeing some more friends so that maybe I’ll actually be tired by bedtime.
Anyways, I guess that’s pretty much it. Just checking in. Thomas graduates high school tomorrow, but I have no idea at what time, and then we’re having a party at the house for him. Just a little shindig, you know? I have no idea what time it all is going down, though. I’m getting sleepy now . . .
